| | you see it in old farts all the time, the inevitable jadedness that is concomitant with senility, that point where little fazes you, nothing excites you, the only thing that lights a fire in you is an actual physical fire... i may be progressing towards that stage faster than anyone i know, as i continue to wave off the non-essential parts of life, belittle those that care too much about things that need not caring... but the point is not that i am on the wrong path, in fact, i'm sure i am not on the wrong path, the point is that there are two things i will never get jaded about, never get tired of, and those are friends and family... and in my neverending quest to rationalize everything, i've been trying lately to figure out why friends and family are unmovable mainstays of a happy life, why this need for attention from people that know you is so important... and i'm clueless... there's just something about eating alone at a pizza parlor looking out into a busy manhattan street on a friday night that is just not right, that's as unnatural as getting raised by wolves... and so i can't ever visualize a life without roadtrips, without those insufferable smores around fireplaces... so it's a good thing everyone in their twenties converges in new york... next up, i guess florida. |
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